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look out for some new work being posted within the next few days. I've got a couple pieces due tomorrow that i'm working on and i may post pics of some of them :)
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It's been quite a while since I posted up a journal entry.
Don't worry I'm still alive.

I have completed artworks i haven't posted up yet. and i have those still to do.
been a while since i posted any traditional art pieces.

I've got a pen stipling piece mixed with some other techniques due next week. So i'll be working on that. As well as some installations.

s for my poetry... i've been writing now and then.
My newest poem is actually based on a personal true story. It's called "sleep paralysis" Sleep Paralysis (based on a true story) PART 1 .
I'm deciding whether i should post up the rest. I've already written it out.
some may only experience sleep paralysis once in their lifetime others more. I've had quite a number of times. 
Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking....
It's not a disease or something requiring medication etc. For one you just need to sleep better lol. Your mind wakes up before your body does. I didn't know this previously, but when you sleep, especially deep sleep, your body is temporarily paralysed...that's to avoid you acting out in your sleep..(like if you're dreaming etc your real body won't move as much etc). There's a transition that takes place when your body returns to normal. For sleep paralysis you become mentally aware before that transition is over hence you are completely conscious of the paralysis etc.
It's honestly quite scary.

Apart from all that I'm in the middle of exams so should be studying right now :p

How are things with all of you all?
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Eating: hopefully roti and curry mango soon
  • Drinking: juice
Sleep Paralysis
PART ONE

"Sleep paralysis"...
so that's what this thing's called.
huh! Who would have thought...?
Who would have thought they'd actually have a name,
have a name for... this...

You know what that's like?
Being conscious yet helpless?
You can't move your hands...
your legs...or any of your limbs.
Try as you may everything refuses to move.

everything but your mind...
Your thoughts are racing
as you become mentally frantic!
your body feels weak and you can't control it.
You can't move. You're frozen stiff!

That's...
That's just the beginning of your horrors.
As you lie there...
physically paralysed...
yet mentally aware...

You can feel this force pulling at your being...
dragging life out of you.
With each second it becomes harder to breathe.
The possibility of death seems all too real
and you begin to prepare for eternity.

Deep down you know...
you feel it...
this could be your last breath.
You feel suffocated
as the weight of your limp body crushes you.

You try to speak.
try to utter words for help.
try to pray to God!
While this unseen force is trying to kill you.
You can sense death drawing nearer.

Have you felt that?
I have.
And each time i honestly feel
like I'm gonna die.
Fear grips my soul.

I entertain the possibility that I'll die right there.
no time to say goodbyes.
nothing.
Just seconds that turn to minutes
of suffocation and paralysis.

I'm conscious.
I'm fully aware.
i can feel my body but can't do anything.
Always there's this sense of something pulling at me.
Pulling at my consciousness and soul.

Paralyzed yet in a fight for my life.
I fear.
I fear if i surrender I would die.
So I try to fight it.
Fight this battle that goes beyond the physical...
Sleep Paralysis PART 1
"Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking.... "  www.webmd.com/sleep-disorders/…

This is PART 1 of this poem.
I have the entire thing written out.
I just have to decide to post up the second part.

"Sleep Paralysis" is a real thing. Most of us when we sleep dont experience it or rather aren't aware of it. "
Your muscles are "turned off" during REM sleep. If you become aware before the REM cycle has finished, you may notice that you cannot move or speak."  With sleep paralysis you become fully aware and conscious during that transition period. Your body is switched off but your mind is switched on and there's almost like a disconnect.

It's quite scary honestly while in this state. Especially if it happens back to back...
Anyways, you could read more of it from the poem when i post it up...

But do share you thoughts and tell me what you think so far :thumbsup: :)

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I am the darkness that engulfs your soul
setting ablaze the sanctity of your thoughts.
I am the one to whom all your joy has been sold,
in exchange for this longing...
...this longing that shall not be quenched.

For with a deadly desire you have invoked my presence.
And to you, O master, I will surrender my service.
I shall open your eyes to see more than just your own.
Nay, what good is your own anyways?
When there is so much more you do not possess?

Walk with me and see what you have been missing.
What others have received that you deserve.
My master deserves it all.
For if all men are equal
should not my master equally have what they have to?

Look at them!
Showing off with their brand name shoes and fancy clothes!
They think they're so cool.
They get everything! Everything!
While you lurk in the shadows with your rags.

I know you try...
try to get good grades in your courses.
You even got an "A" once.
You were so happy..
Until... until you found out your best friend got an A+

Why did he have to do that?
Why ?!
Didn't he know how important it was to you ?
Didn't he know you were to be first not him ?
You deserved that A+. You deserved it !!!

Just like you deserved those new shoes...
...to win that competition
...to be first
...to be the best.
You deserve it!

Not them!!!!
You should be enjoying all those stuff!
you should be the one with the fancy car!
You should be the one with all that money!
You should possess these things.

So look at them!
Look at them and let the resentment rise in your heart.
Feed off of me and let me fuel your longing.
Listen to my voice
and let my darkness lead the way.

Your peace...is mine.
Your joy...is mine.
You shall seek, but not find.
You shall look on them all the more
and to yourself be blind.

Forget what you do have.
For is not what others possess...
so
much
more?

So use me my master!
Sin with me!
O won't you sin with me?
For I am ready...
ready to usher you to hell...

a hell on earth
that consumes man inside out
imprisoning his soul
torturing his heart
hurting no one but himself...

Don't you love it?
Don't you love me?
Ah!
This endless longing
for what is not your own...?


                                                           N.V.
From NV your deadly sin
there's a 30 day poetry challenge open to everyone on facebook.
each day they post a new topic.

www.facebook.com/events/365250…

yesterday's was  "● Day 18: A poem about one of the 7 deadly sins.
Describe, but do not name the sin you are writing about. "

tell me what you guys think :)
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It's been quite a while since I posted up a journal entry.
Don't worry I'm still alive.

I have completed artworks i haven't posted up yet. and i have those still to do.
been a while since i posted any traditional art pieces.

I've got a pen stipling piece mixed with some other techniques due next week. So i'll be working on that. As well as some installations.

s for my poetry... i've been writing now and then.
My newest poem is actually based on a personal true story. It's called "sleep paralysis" Sleep Paralysis (based on a true story) PART 1 .
I'm deciding whether i should post up the rest. I've already written it out.
some may only experience sleep paralysis once in their lifetime others more. I've had quite a number of times. 
Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking....
It's not a disease or something requiring medication etc. For one you just need to sleep better lol. Your mind wakes up before your body does. I didn't know this previously, but when you sleep, especially deep sleep, your body is temporarily paralysed...that's to avoid you acting out in your sleep..(like if you're dreaming etc your real body won't move as much etc). There's a transition that takes place when your body returns to normal. For sleep paralysis you become mentally aware before that transition is over hence you are completely conscious of the paralysis etc.
It's honestly quite scary.

Apart from all that I'm in the middle of exams so should be studying right now :p

How are things with all of you all?
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Eating: hopefully roti and curry mango soon
  • Drinking: juice

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Hey guys :wave:

as you can see from my gallery i like various types of art including traditional art [like drawing etc.], sculpting, using charcoal and chalk pastels and of course, poetry. :)

i'm more or less a self taught arist when it comes to sculpting :D

feel free to check out my gallery and leave a comment. that'll be GREATLY appreciated! :woohoo:

Enjoy my art lol! :D:D:D


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Thank you so much for the points and the birthday wishes!  Have a merry Christmas and an awesome new year!
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Hey~~

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!
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:hug: Thank you ever so much for the deviantwatch. <3
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For joining we will have a great time:)

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Check out my gallery!
I draw aaand  take photos. :'D
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Thanks for adding Declan and Chang to your collection!  Much appreciated!
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Thanks for the fav and the watch ! :)
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Thanks so much for the :+fav: and the :+devwatch: I really appreciate the support :happybounce: 
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Thanks for the watch! Hope you'll enjoy seeing more of my art. :)
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